random july
Friday, July 23, 2010 6:37 AM
movie watched for the day.
1) The last song
2) The time traveler's wife
3) Dear john.
movie watch previous day
1) Fantastic Fox
2) Planet 51
Friday: All the love shows makes me feel like i don't need anything other then love in this world. its weird. their life are so simple.. and it gives that feeling ' you don't need anything other then someone you adore to keep your life moving'. i wish in reality like this.
Sunday: Just came back from dearest co's family day. get to see how dearest work at work. i know he loves what he is doing now. and i'm glad he is where he is. the only thing i'm not happy is that he has very long working hours and we seldom have free time together. i yearn for his free weekends. but it hasnt much happen yet due to his very busy schedule.
I miss those days when we can go for picnics and crayfish catching on sundays, but i don't get to do it at all now. his sundays are always tuitions and events. like last night, i thought he finally had a free day and we could do stuff together.. well i ended up reading a book in yew tee mac while he tuition his kid.-_-.. anyhow this makes us miss each other more i guess. i think i miss him more then he does?.
sometimes, i wish i could do more to help with his very busy work life.i'm getting there though. i'm glad i'm able to send him to work on weekends and i know he needed that so that he could sleep more. i try to pick him from work during weekdays too. i open his letters and try to pay his bills as necessary as i could. hmm i ask him to pay for my online purchase which kinda overlap all the nice things I have done..oh well.. (he offer to pay me $50 per day for packing his room.)
realise i have been nua-ing too much and then 3 weeks had pass.. next week is fourth.. i had so little interviews, like only one, and i send out like numerous resumes.. its really bad with what i'm asking and looking at for my future...
oh yea, maybe i should sum up what i have done this month.
1) i met up with peiqi and soonchye for lunch. promise each other for a prawning session ytd which didnt happen.
2) fly kite with mum and bro(call him every single afternoon so that he can come back home and accompany me. apparently he loves basketball more then me, so it didnt happen afterall)
3) one interview at chinatown follow by a movie with zhar(free movie from cathay)
4) attend wes and zhar's school work in @scape. and then prawning with zhar and fen in pasir ris. love letting my friends knows my friends.
5) family ktv gathering for the july birthdaters at NUSS and prata after. pick dearest at work and send my cousin home in katong.(how nice of me)
6) pump 3 times 50dollars petrol in 8days due to travelling all the way to east sside and north east side..(wes, zhar and fen)
7) blading with fen one time on a saturday when dearest is working.
8) rejected two job offers (im crazy)
9) finally heard shan voice after XXXXX days/months because of the stupid F&N offer.
10) bake cake and bread with denise and jiapei in kallang. dearest pick me up for dimsum before i drop him off for work at 11pm....
11) 1 pint hagan diaz after almost a year with rock musics and dirty legs in the car at 11pm.
12) crab feast with my uncle and mum and granny and aunt at joo chiat all thanks to bro's belated birthday.(ok i only had a small piece-alergy)
13) ass stuck on the sofa for the whole 3 weeks while sending resumes out and hopefully to get some calls after...
14) buy 4d and toto and not win any...
15) slept till almost 12pm every single day..
16) trying very hard to pack my stuff in the room.. but only manage to bring them out and make it more messy after that, and then dont know what to do after the mess.
17) tell myself everyday that i will go for a run in the morning, and tell myslef in the morning i will go for a run in the evening when its not to scorching hot and then tell myself i will run later at night when there is no sun(in the evening) and tel myself i will do it tmr... and it never happen...
18) watch as many movie online as i can..(but streaming are either slow or it doesnt bother to stream)
19) photoshop and montage my photos but not started at all.
20) im jus being lazy and i hate it!
world cup final 2010
Friday, July 16, 2010 4:15 AM
the last world cup match was non-sleeping at Marina bay sands with Wes and my favorite boy. well the always lost in hougang me, went down hougang the first time without exiting the wrong exit. i really hate travelling that area. so complicated. anyway, the match is a disaster though. i was moodless after the draw in the 90mins. im stuck with a negative 100dollars.. sad..
dearest had to work after the match and its a freaking 530am!! heart pain... well i got to drop wes at his place, but before that, we had ba cho mee around his place for breakfast.. we had a long talk and thats where i end up stuck in the morning traffic. the traffic was really bad.. i hope i won't have to come across this kinda traffic.
dearest will scold me if he sees this.. i end up dozing of again and again and almost cruze myself into a lorry infront of me.. no more late night drive.... for a week..hee
regret...not?
3:59 AM
i hope i will not regret rejecting the offer i had with F&N food. I guess if its not for the first impression, the stupid agent and the praying answer i had in the temple. i would not have made this decision.
Please let me not regret what i have done...
sigh... its really hard to find a job though... and I drop 2 in a row...
good move miss chen!!
BCA...=(
Thursday, July 08, 2010 11:12 AM
I got a position in BCA.... but i'm going to reject it tomorrow.. sigh...
i think i would love the environment, the pple, working hours...and all... but the pay is way to little compared to my previous job.. i'm so looking forward for this interview, this position.. but all they are giving me is a poly pay..
whyhwyhwyhwywhwywhwywhy, why can't i have the balance of everything...tmd!!!!
lets hope my next job would be better, lesser OT. nicer superior(which i doubt it). hmmm and approachable colleagues.
SAMSUNG SHOTS.
Monday, July 05, 2010 6:16 AM
first few shots with dearest from my new handphone camera.
frogleg porridge on an early morning..
Guorui and weelee at me and crystal's farewell dinner at Manhatten-Marina
dumdum and elle on my desk..
very messy loaded desk..!!
my lunch khaki..
stuff my sis bought for me from Taiwan.
at cute song yi and me..
sam and me using the front camera of my handphone.
World cup fanatic..
Accompany Sam for smoking
yummy dimsum from Boss, Hei she hui in vivo. farewell lunch from our boss..
latest 'likes' for camera.
after watching toystory with Emerson. movie night for emerson. brought bro and sis along.
usual month end dinner..
lastly... dearest and I went to NUH to visit his aunt but to realise that she has been discharged...
