travel.
was looking at some stuff in my cardboard and i realized my last year birthday present from dearest was still wrapped and kept away nicely in the box. So, i decided to take out and snap a few shots before stuffing it in my cardboard again. its too precious to be expose.don't want it to be stack with dust. oh and a few of other stuff i bought in Orlando last year December. its already almost a year when i celebrated a really specially and fantastic Christmas. the feeling is just 'too overwhelming' and i can't wait to go back to Orlando again. beautiful people, amazing atmosphere.. -indescribably.
dearest hand-made this for me last year. so sweet of him. and his mum help in wrapping the present. he sux with papers. and an aeroplane, which i have yet to fixed it. i need a proper pen knife though.
i bought a lot of souvenirs while traveling and its usually stuck in my cardboard after im back from whereever the place is. and now, i seems to stack alot of stuff and i wonder if my room's slab would ever take it.(i share a room with my sis) it always occured to me if the slabs would ever let go and fall to the 19th floor while im asleep. travelling makes me happy, makes my heart lighten, lft my spirits, makes me feel another type of reality in the world. sometimes, people just tend to think of issues surrounding themself, but they never get to see the real big picture of the world to realise, we're actually a small issues within a big colony of human beings.
a must-ride in Disneyland.
dumbo!!
Lets talk about some issues that happen during a few of my first interviews after graduating in UOL. Some Mnc Co. has gave me an opportunity to be interview and i screwed it real hard. Infact, i got told off because i was too truthful about my goals in the near future. its not like i can read the butch's mind though. ok she is kinda nice, telling me what went wrong for the interview and what employers might expect and i was really disappointed about myself for being such a bad liar or an unprepared interviewee or rather a loser in an interview. i was so disappointed and i cried infront of brandon..its like, its the biggest setback to me then...how silly.
humans around are all different. but we tend to make them change in order to suit our demands and needs in what we want to see them. and so, travelling is realy different! it makes us see the difference in how each of us are who we are in and out. we can see how pple bribe to get on their ways in vietnam. how courteous a waitress is to get tips from us. How friendly are some different colour skins in many part of the world. and then, it all comes down to, its just a small issue to myself if we tend to look at the bigger picture.
Lately, or rather fort-nightly, hehe, i have been talking about my future with him. theres so much things occuring about money that i had a hard time assuring him. i felt guilty sometimes when i tend to think that i would prefer a rich man and then i wont have to worry about monetary issues. its quite sad because if anyone would have know me long enough, my goal in life is to travel around the world..(it also means i need aot of money for that) travelling is like the only interest that perks my emotions and making me stronger and forward looking for any craps in life i have gone true(you know? its like escapade?)-in a good way. like recently, i send a guy friend home, and during our journey back to his place, we were talking about countries we had explore and yearning for another place soon. and people tend to think that you're rich because you got to travel this place and that place. but seriously?! what i have spend for the past many years to save up a trip? if a commoner can give up spending in their car, or shopping less branded goods and have that passion to travel, he or she could do the same too?! not many people are lucky to be an air stewardess to travel, or having biz trips , or even being sponsor. I! need to fork out a large amount to do what i like. but recently, i have to freeze all this thoughts because of my future with brandon. im really worry.. and sad too.. but i hope i could physco him for another cheaper trip..
who can sponsor me for my travelling.....................
