have been feeling a bit aggy this few days or rather weeks.. nothing seem to turn out smoothly.. study doesnt seem productive as before. the drive seems to fail day by day, and im not abit as excited and scared for the exam as before..

IM NOT HAPPY!!!. im not happy of the way i live, not happy with my school, my almost negative bank balance, my unusual eatting habits.. the freaking many modules, the smelly shoes, the majong table with piles of unread notes, the bed i get to lie so not often as before, the shirt i wear repetitive and so it just goes on..

its so much of a mixed feeling and i feel so lost.. arghhh.. i don't even know what i'm saying. i think i just don't have an aim suddenly.. i cant focus with the things i want and need to do.

i wanted to help, yet i cant do much, i need advise but theres no one to look for..if theres only someone who can hear me talk..

see, i say im sad.. im frustrated.. why the hell do i have to go thru this.. &^%$#@!


sigh... i must be having the emo-ish days of the month.. i need to vent, need some harsh vocabulary to exert toxic out of me..


i need some calling....

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