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You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Thursday, August 07, 2008 12:14 AM

memoir 2

The most upset thing about leaving billy is that i have no face to see her mum again. it is sad becos his mum had been the best person in his house, treating me the best with home cooked food that my mum would never provide as much.. its usually a 5main course meals which consist of prawns and a herbal soup which i always shared with billy. and i never had enough of it. or the maggi mee with all the 'liao' she can find in the fridge and never once put msg in the soup when i go to his place after work on Saturday. its always the best her mum gave..

Whereever me and billy quarrel in his place over issues that i doesnt stand deem, her mum would side me and ask what did Billy do again.. its always hard to explain how much Billy had ignored me in his house and im stuck as a stranger in his room.. and its embarrassing when i got overly aggitated and work up, i had to cried and force myself out of the house.. its always so drama when i want to go out of his place and his mum had to calm me down and pull me back from the front door and asked billy and i to talked again..

His mum had been the nice one.. the dad too.. but the mum is superb.. i guess front my point of view, she just indirectly love the boys too much and pampered them unknowingly.. for a man living for 25 years who doesnt wash his own dishes. and to think that he knows how to but don wan to is not the case. Billy doesnt know how to wash dishes at all..haha you don know whether to laugh or get pissed off the way he clean the plates.. sigh..

She would show me her new clothes she bought and would dress like a wyoung woman. i have to admit, billy mum is really a petite chio woman. she would wear the most shining dresses, sometime back back and she has all kinds of heels. she really knows how to doll up herself. i guess his mum and me stays in the same category while the dad and billy is the other kind that is out of our world..

and theres two time that we had the worst quarrel and had to end up splitting and her mum would side me and called me up and talked to me.. i guess this would be the last time his mum would called and asked me to ignore billy until he called me.. oh well, i have always been the one patching things up so this time round, when u had your mind on it.. you just want to stubbornly and firmly stick with it.. and i guess im it now. i seriously thank her mum to come in between us in certain aspects. not all really.. yea..

i missed Billy's mum really.. the home cooked food that i would never chance upon anymore.. yea.. and the fruits she brought into Billy's room..

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