mummy went to walls factory, and bought many boxes of ice-cream.. haha.. lotsa flavour, in tubs one, and cones one, and our freezer are stuff with it. i wonder how long will my family gonna finished it, although we gaven quite alot away. heez..



me love dry ice, use to play with it during my younger days, and they alwaes bite my hand.and i like the effect they make on weddings and movies.. haha.. use to do imaginary fights with my sis, and we use that as our back ground effect.. so funny..

saturday
treat dear dinner in botak joans clementi..(very seldom) its a post celebration for me lah..

and those food makes me sleepy after that..

if words could describe that very moment, it must be relieved.. no, its, joyous or maybe, weird...

its blurrr, but as u could see, im gonna hit the road on my own soon.. get it get it??? hehehe

and 1 joyous plus 1 happy day!! its our 4th.. and he said 'we're unable to cele for the good (which means study lah).so yea,we couldnt do much cos he is working and he has lesson at night, and im mugging hard in school. thought we could go for supper after lesson, but botak joans close at 10pm.. oh well.. and we had a pathetic supper at mac. im gonna bark him for a good meal this weekend..teehee




i guess we're gonna be like this for the nex 2 years.. no more anniversary dinner, and romantic strolls. haha..



and this is a random pic, haha

guess whose leg..

browsing some blogs and came across this.. check it out. http://www.laozhabor.blogspot.com/

i was browsing thru some old sms-es and came across some childish replies i had made.. it was all a one-sided affair. i guess it is not about regretting now, but looking forward and growing up bit by bit. what is done canot be unfold mah. so i shall stick with the fact that the fren is no longer the fren i know and memories are kept deep deep in my heart.

if u think i have change, its not me who had change, it is you who made the changes...

long long week... having oversea and local revision. quite interesting though, scaring and pushing us to work n study more.. and yes, im beginning to feel being lost with what im doing now.. netherless, i still have my destress remedy during lessons...

camwhoring!!!

having econs lesson..

lesby with her new hairstyle.



and when we're almost dozing off.. we play CONNECT FOUR!!


During break in PBF lesson.

and he was there with me, the whole week of lesson.. the first time, i see him 6 days in a row... geez.. we stayed till later at night after lesson for self revision, i owe big time in understanding econs becos of him.. although he was quite fierce at time..

i was amazed with this vending machine right beside me, and the women seem to love it, so i kpo and try one myself..$1 for a meiji aloe vera yogurt, taste so.. yogurt..



and he say we shall reward ourself witha good meal after a whole week of studying. so we had zi cha in queenstown.. yummms
and it doesnt mean a good meal ends its journey there.. we had more muggings again the very next dae in mac.. i wan to see me daylight soon!!!!.. sigh..
it seems like every week, there will be birthday celebration in mac, and most of the times, they are fillipino kids..


after bearing the noisy kids for almost 2hrs, we get back to more muggings...

bored and sleepy..

guess life seems pretty normal.. except am feeling extremely sleepy, study took up 5/6 of the time, feeling stress suddenly while reading econs.. miss watching movie, miss walking aimlessly down my house park and i miss watching tv so much now adays.. i miss lieing on the sofa whole day watching dvds.. i miss blading and the sun.. i miss supper and nite rides... and currently, i dislike macdonald, the smell of the place jus makes me feel nauscous.. bleks many. please make me pass my econs.. 34 can already.. if can higher, better still.

counting down to .. 16 full days to first paper-Introduction to Economics

u were there.. but yet so far... n so so strange..

have been doing econs for the past few days and saturday, i had a 9 hrs ( with breaks in between la) of intensive studying at mac with him and his fren.. good one though.. cos i manage to like complete reading and understanding 3 topics.. haha 3hrs for each. end my study at 530am.. tired..

while mr lee was tching..

supper

its an early early morning...

when there is us and the few..

oh well, exams r so so near and im beginning to feel the stress i had during my Os'. mus be wondering y i dun have exams during poly right? cos im doing project base studies. which means i only have whole year of endless nite and day drafting, presentation board-ing and msn-ing in front of my labby. n now, it felt totally different having prelims and revision classes.

i remeber having the first paper(english) during my Os. i did badly lo. cos my mind totally went blank when i sat in the hall.. and all i remeber is do, do do.. aiz.. and this coming paper, its also somewhat a major on.. Introductions to Economic.. die die, sure lessen 60% confidence level. and worst, i woke up today thinking bout the whole scenario in expo hall, where i will be taking exams with the rest of the 1499 students. yucks.. mus be cold and scary inside.. and i thought about how my mind turn blank again .. tsk.. die die..its alwaes the once bitten twice shy thingy.. and im so so afraid now..

ph yah, before i forget.. HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY DIANA ZHENG QUI TING AKA SCANDLER

i had a bad cold.. not the kinda flu and sinus, but cold, and i shiver to sleep at 1230am.. wonder wad is wrong with me..was having a bad headache in the afternoon and i went home from school after an hour having lunch with jason and gang in ngee ann. then slp in the noon and my nite was worst.. headache plus shivering.. ewwkk..

exams are nearing, n this few days are sleeping and headache, i think its the post-exam syndrom again.. stress stress.. hate that feeling..

you're indeed a casanova... so sweet and nice to me.. yet.. so so stranger now...

its the first time i see him drive...mountain..
but not the best...that someone is still the best driver..

Headache headache.. must be the late sleep I had [making sumthing for dear, which he well expected it] plus thinking about many other things. Ewkk..
Ytd nite, like after working on a few question of econs, I realized I hadn’t get anything for dear’s birthday, and I thought maybe i should make a card or something for him.. so while I was making it, he called and asked..

him: dear, u never call me and wish me happy birthday.what you doing..
Me: opps hee, happy birthday dear, ur 2 dozen year old.so old lo..hmm doing sumthing.
Him: making things for me right? Aiyah. Must be a cloth right? Then paste a lot of stickers and write many words right? Dear every year also same thing one…
Me: grr… speechless..byebye

And I was really using cloth to make something.. Cant surprise him at all. But the last 3 years was different wad! Oh well.. Manage to anyhow and make a note for him.. and today, I woke up early jus so I could go over his place to hmm I dunoe, see him? Its so seldom I could see him whole day on a weekday. Miss those days when his ligament was tore and he had to stay home. and i can go disturb him and walk faster then him. Woke up at 730am.. and prepare until 10am. Read some blogs before leaving.. and when I reached, dear was still sleeping.. yah la, the man-u match… and i have reserve seats at 1130am.

Dear recommended this international buffet in taka call pariss international seafood buffet. And I made reservation 2 days ago but its pointless actually, cos when we got there, there were so many seats.
The food there, are jus so-so only. Yea, they indeed have a wide variety of food. But I only ate 2 oysters, which is so unlike me.. I guess its also becos of the bad headache. Spend $60 on the lunch only. Walk around orchard. Dear wanna get sumthing for me on his bdae, wahaha, but I dun have the mood to shop at all.. so full and so slpy, so headache.. so walk around for awhile, we took a bus back to school.. he have lesson at night.. tats why we couldn’t do much on his bdae.. did a bit of revision b4 he go for his lesson.. and I stayed till his break b4 I bid bdae boy good bye..

no cake
no present
no nuthing
jus me and him..
Boring u would say.. but both of us jus wanna enjoy each others company.. simple.. and happy too..[except forr the stupid headache]

happy 2 dozen birthday dear dear.



prawn is his best fren


study study study...

我想我會開始想念你
可是我剛剛才遇見了你
我懷疑這奇遇只是個惡作..

saw this at vivo today.. the aftermath of it. i wonder how is the boy.. or maybe a gal..

that is like the croc slipper stuck at the etch of the escalator, so scary if its realli an accident. but maebe its jus a slipper stuck in it, the whole thread actually came out..
before that, me and dear was having our dinner in this halal rest. the food there? hmm.. the price is abit too much.. they dun serve plain water also.. lousy. and we waited very long for the food to come. and the mash potato was serve cold, i wonder how long they made it already.

we waste no time and do some quick revision before our food came..

walk around and go home, cos dear wants to watch soccer..

shao mu on a good friday.
on an early early morning...using touch lights to guide our way..

and when the sun has not rise..
and when im half concussion..
and when the spirits are still asleep..



this are wad we burn, no car, no house, jus gold bar, silver bar, and many many much money.. a language translator, passport, cigarettes, air tix... and a pair of slipper, which my grandma never fails to burn every year.

all become ash.. and aunty says u canot anyhow shift the the ash cos later burn and tear, the the gold bar not in one piece.. then canot use..

dear have never gone to a grave yard b4.. so yea.. took this to show him.. come here every year.. and i alwaes see this family throw hmm this white paper to the air.. u noe wad isit for? its to give the unwanted spirit, no house to stay spirit, to shoo their attention away from the gold bar burn for the owner, to stay away from the owner so that the money burn to him can be recieved peacefully..

my cousin was wearing this boots. so cute.. got elephant.


and his daddy's car got ktv inside.. so good...

i crashed most of dear's econs' lesson during the nite. and todae. i crash his revision lesson once again. dear told me something very funny.. Mr ting always says theres a different between the part time classes and the full time ones. and i wonder why.. so he told me, u noe what is satisfaction? [ FOR ECONS, usually u will see it in the utility curve right? satisfaction is when the utilty curve touches the budget line, that is satisfaction..] NOT FOR TING. satisafaction is noise (and everyone burst out laughing).. i had a great 5seconds pausing n understanding and i realise what ting meant.. no wonder he alwaes says pt students and full time students are different. hahahaha..

[get it people??]

i love dentist. have been a good gal during my younger days, and while others kids dread to visit the dentist, i was one ' i cant wait' gal. i would alwaes clean my teeth before seing the very fierce aunty.but usually i got compliments with my punctuality in attending the short cleaning session rather then scoldings.. hehe and its alwaes after the whole cleaning, i decided not to eat, cos i scared my teeth will get black or dirty again..haha

[i called dear and told him im nervous and he says, dear got brush teeth everyday dun worry.ltr dentist teach you how to brush teeth... GRRR]

and today, i went to visit the dentist. had it prebook since last year, and the time is finally here. they say, visit the dentist every 6mths and i have been doing that since after my poly days. its becos of the pain in my wisdom tooth then. and i have seen 3 different dentist since then. 2 privates, and this time round, its in polyclinic.

as everyone knows, i dislike my jaw, or chin very much, i felt it protruding and prominent sometimes. many did mention it to me,like how i have this look and chin blahz. but i was so numb about it now, i tot it was unique rather then ugly now.although i alwaes have the idea of goin thru plastics to u know, make it look nicer. but its jus some thinking and i had never want it to happen cos i believe wad my mummy gives me is still the best and i feel 'original', natural.. ok the reason why i mention this whole thing about my chin is becos i alwaes thought my teeth below are the cause for my chin, so i asked her if i put braces, will it actually push my teeth to the back, and she was realy nice, telling me chinese should have a bit of jaws coming out, and that pple will look at my eyes first and not really my chin. i guess she undestd how much i have been affected with u know, my side views. she continue with her own experience and she have no choice but to go thru the plastics cos she even have problem eating. she even proceed with the whole procedure if i wanna push my chin back. guess wad? it frighened me very much and i cant imagine them 'sawing' away my bones. ewwwwk.. so yep.. thats all.. i have clean teeth for now, but im gonna starting eating junk again. oh and i was referred to the hospital to abstract one of my wisdom tooth. i sunoe if i should do it before or after my exams cos i still have lessons this whole mth. dun wanna look swolen.. aiz...

after dentist, i took an hour journey bus to school. i already have the idea of going down, cos dear is having his econs at nite, and i thought i could mugg in the library myself till he finish. luckily i have jason and siya's gang company. didn have my dinner cos i tot could eat with him but ended up he didnt wan to eat and i went hungry till 1030pm.. study in the llib till dear have his break and i crashed his econs lesson after that.. dinner in clementi before i go home..

i love visiting dentist.

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want you to know, you make me happy, want you to know , you make me sad...
want you to know, you make me happy, want you to know , you make me sad.....=]

i know i don't mean to say it, but i chose to, to make you mad. to make you hate me. and i felt childish, i felt immatured, and i feel the hurt myself..
i know it was fate that brought us together, yet i felt uncomfortable now..
it was suppose to be happy, but i felt twinge and twinge of unfairness in between..
so if i said many mean things, its just to make u mad thats all.
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see lesby, u miss our cam whore session after u went off during PBF. notty u.
PBF UOL lect.

to me:' dear, shit i juzreceived msg saying i got 2 weeks reservist starting 25.04.07 to 08.05.07. my october one is cancelled. how, econs paper is on 9th. die..

to him: canot go lahcrazy. say u got exam, canot go. they will understand one..

to me: hehe.. April fool! silly dear...

to him: Argh!.. nite nite!humph!

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS PEOPLE!!!!..

and i manage to fool someone today.. happy happy..hope u enjoy it next time.. hehe

its becos i miss architecture very much
its becos i love nature
its becos i wanna get out of accounting after a whole week of lesson
its becos draughting makes me feel relaxed
its becos i need cash for my daily expenses
its becos i love my work place. its close to nature..
its becos my boss gave me free lunch.. haha.. chea..
its becos..

yes thats why i work, still working in landscaping. and im loving it!
and theres this angmo woman in my company working for free every saturday since last week. what can i say about her? she is a german, huge for a woman, a divorcee, a diver, a happy-go-lucky person. she might be quite lonely. i duno, she has a sad eyes, but alwaes feeling happy. admired her courage. she had been married into singapore with a chinese man in 1997, and havent gone back to german all this while. expensive was her reply. now she is doing nuthing and waiting for the right season to go diving.i should admire her courage, but i dunoe why, she makes me feel happy yet sad., contradicting.
ok enough about the lady. work was much more enjoyable as before, theres like more soul in the company.haha.. yea, its alwaes me in the office and ah soh in the nursery. so im alwaes alone facing the com in the office.. and riht now, i have anne, a malysian lady, to keep me company, while we were both working hard.heez

ok.. after work, im sucha nice woman ,(everytime though) went to meet him after work, suppose to get his running shoe, and mine too.. hehe.. but ended up i got two shirts and he got nuthing.. we run penisular 4 times to get his running shoe for his reservist. one year chnage one pair of shoe, damn ex lo.
k.. and im sucha LJS fan, so i should blog this.. City Hall LJS sux!!!!(one opposite the church) the food sux, the service sux.. everything sux. ask for chilly, no chilly, ask for crumbs , no crumbs. and the coke was filled not to the brim, and mus ask them to fill up..wad sia.. arghz. lousy.. yucks. so dun go there to eat! and the whole experience started when i ordered a seafood platter, add chicken. the fish is so hard, the calamari is 'chao da', the chicken so much flour, i dunoe wad im eating then.. dinner was horrible, and the chilly packets they gave us was wet wet one.. many yucks.and when i ask for exra chilly, they say dun have, n the gal pass me a wet wet one.. like so unhygenic lo.. one horrible LJS dinner.but our aftermath was good, we have swenson ice-cream.. yumssss..

i have 2 scoops and he have 3 scoops and he is sucha chocolate fanatic, he dun need to see others and try mine too.. even his toppings are chocolates..

see, i so hardworking, even brought notes to read.. haha.. act only..
and i saw malik! with a gal i never see before..umm.. another 'pili huo..'

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