and todae, i have my first official lesson together with him.. i shld be happy right? almost.. and we had many breaks; morning break, lunch break, tea break.. n that was how i spend my 52 bucks on.. food! and toilet paper and water.. geez. had a good understanding of stats and i got back my mock paper.. haha, guess how much i scored? 26 leh..; proud!, beaming!' well, i aim for 20 mah. so i shall mugg very hard and get more then 50 for the real thang.!teehhee.(as if)

the revision end early, n i went to meet loviest again, came to my sch.. so yah.. then i saw a sec sch klassmate; boon keong. taking rmit accounting nex sem.. after which dear co. me go clementi for dinner.. and while taking the bus, i saw erm huifen's fren, forgot his name..at the bus stop..on our way to the hawker centre, i saw bao kwang, another sec sch klassmate.. and when i board my bus home, i saw this guy from sch call ben, n u wonder how i noe his name, bcos he got a tag in his bag.. oh well, i couldnt differeciate him and huifen's fren.. so today seems like a meet people day..

Stats was good.. the oversea lec was bored abit but netherless, it was a good experience la.
this entry abit rubbish.. dunoe wad i writing..

and when u say i should be revising maths, im just in a mood to feel the sun!!! so me and loviest decide for a last minute weekday in sentosa after my lesson on tuesday!

and we were relaxing under the not hot sun. haha..
-suntan-ing
-gossiiping
-food, food, food!
-napping
-chilling
-hunk-ing
-peekturing!!!!

n i love this peek very much, capturing the 2 idiotic looks of them..

miss lee n me.



sadly ducky isint feeling well n we head home early late evening.. hopefully she is alright now. and i went to meet dear after that for japanese dinner.. haha.. nice nice..

ktv with sec sch frensss peeks..










-no more-

its specs day!!!
how to be motivated to study?

its dear-free day today!

after working, i went down sun-tanning and swimming alone at my aunt's place. the sun was strong, n the water was cooling.. swimming alone was good. after that, i went to meet my secondary sch frens for..KTV!!!! haha

so we sing and camwhore many many.. till we finished up the cam-memory..

[peekture upload soon]

afterwhich we went home..

and while we were taking the train home, me n chye talked bout another gal and the topic triggers me alil...

chye: why woman r so materialistic..?(then i tot of jul)
me: its comfort and security wad..
chye.. she(a fren) says becos she cant see the future of being with him, then they broke off.. they togther for almost 4years.
me: well, she is not mature yet lah.. somemore other guy woo-ing her now, treat her so good..she sure feel special mah.
chye.. aiyah, u all woman.. very realistic lo.. guy got car, then u all go over to them le..
me: hmm.. no ah, i nv.. my bf no car one.

and the conversation continues..

n then i remeber another conversation with S the other day about.. ahem... jul.. and the same scenerio came back to me..

jul: if i drive fairlady, u wont go out with me meh?
s: u see me as that kinda woman meh?
jul: dotz..

so man really think woman r that materistic?.. well, then i have to say yes I am! half though.. which woman dunwan to feel bless with love, bless with material.. bless and not think of no food for tmr? but if theres a guy who treats me better then my current one, drives a car, and give me the best.. i wil consider the fact that he would never be as good as wonderful in the future.. who says man dun change? its either for the better or worst. and my galfren tells me, the guy woo-ing her are quite potential ones, got car, stay in house, canadian PR blah blah. the other one, got family car, offer to send her home 5 times a day..(irritating) blahz.. but in the end, is still the feeling right.?

went to collect my specs today.hmm.. n dear came to meet me in the shop.. well.. and when i show him how i look.. he jus give me a ..umm.. then he went to see the adidas sun glasses.grr...and my sis gave me the same look too.. argg more...so i guess it really doesnt suit me..and it look like army specs. ouch. nvm.. shall wear it at home then. hehe.. me and dear then hang around in holland village, n we got ourself subways for dinner. yummlicious lo.. and dear was one interesting guy tat day,. we were speaking hokkien on our way to the bus stop. n dear speak broken hokkien.. haha..

me: wa eh bak kia dee li bun zho eh lo(my specs is made from japan.)
him: wa eh see dee tea ko zhuo eh..
me: very question mark.. tea ko? wad panty? haha.. omg.. n i was laughing and laughing and laughin.. n when i try to fixed the word, is actually, german ..grrr...

to anyone: bee kok is america.. wad is german uh? nexT time, can enlightened?

oh well.. the whole journey was entertained by his funny hokkien..

went to his house to watch teewee and yea.. nua-ing ..then i tried on my specs.. hmm.. dear says i suit frameless spec, which is of course , his adidas specs lo.. and i kinda agree with him, should have gotten a frameless one.. more laylow..can see my eyes.. haha.. and we had supper at mac before daddy came and pick me.. n i was enthusiacally showing my dad my new spec n he say... so ugly....u should have gotten the part that is near the frame thick one, now so fashion, u dunoe how to choose lah...dotz.. arghhhh so in the end, my specs is ugly and unsuitable on me.. bloddy hell.. i like it leh...=( i go and make another one soon..


first try-on

i finally went to make a spectacle after 8 years? yea.. i havent been wearing a decent spec out for many donkey years. n im gonna wear specs once i collect it on friday.. weee so excited.. well its not those expensive kinda spec.. jus a decent flat one which bland on my face.. was choosing the right colour or else some people will think im AA-ing in school if i happen to wear it in school tat is..

went to meet fenfen after that, hmm hopefully to study abit cos i met her very late. then my cousin came to pick me up for dinner.. yes and she was there to listen.. and yes.. guys r totalli a more uncertain creature then woman..

thankyou W. for being there.. although u came late...and my many frens who really do concern..

i miss eating cheesecake..

its nearing... its ending.. i can feel it...
tears dried..
heart's crying...
i hate to feel weak..

i have insomnia... hate it.. i need to sleep...
if there is someone tat can makes me go weak in the knees and shower me with attention n never vanished after awhile..
if somone could understand tat im not a nag.. i was just lost being alone..
if someone who can makes me sleep tight every night..n not let me think wildly..
if somone knows what is i not I(captital I) means..
if theres ever that somone..

Boss says that if u couldn’t sleep at night.. drink a cup of hot coco, write what’s bothering u becoz insomnia happens when u think too much unsettled stuff. N I told him if I could go for a run before sleeps, n he say yea.. but run like 6 or 7 hours before bed-ding.. well so i have been thinking too much lately.. yea.. Wad to do.. Everything jus come together.. How to not feel secured and settled.. so.. now is not to avoid but to solve.. hate pple avoid here avoid there.. pretend not.. dunoe wad.. so irritating.. argh.. yah lah.. so they dun bother doesn’t mean I dun care right.. settled myself and get afreshed then..

Healthy gal -part 2 and 3

So healthy m i.. see my entry like 2 days back when I mention I cant wait for sundae? Hehe.. yep.. is healthy day part 3!!! Part 2 was ytd.. went tanning and swimming many rounds in billy’s cousin’s condo.. yea.. Swimming makes all problem go blank in the water.. I loved it!!! Then u swim and wait for ur legs to get achy n u noe ur ready to bathe.. wee!
and it was his nephew's 1st bdae.

cute boy..

Ok and part 3 was today.jason came and pick me up at Eunos. N we go down ECP. Went blading with fenfen, Jason and siya.. Then jason’s odac frens came. hmm nice.. 4hours of bladding with frens n I brought home 2 large blisters hahaha..
the wind, the sun, the sea, the endless road, the smell, the company, the sweat.. it just washed every tinny unhealthy cells away.. n im gonna have more blading session with them. weeee.. New healthy lifestyle..

full gear, ready for the road.


starting..

road no ending..

unleashing..

our first stop.. at the jetty.


i fell down.. ouch..
and we were camwhoring all the way.. we msg jason and he appear withing a few minutes.. fast lo!

jason camwhore with us..


nice right the jetty, the sun.. n them..

n me and jason..
fenfen left us after we go back to where we started, then siya rent a bike and we continue the other side of ECP with odac frens..

the very act cute jason..

n we saw a deer.. jason say one.

the best part was i finally feel the speed.. real speed jason was talking bout.. yep.. he grabbed one end n i grab the other end of the towel n he blade me all the way back .. its damn thrilling lo...the onli surrounding then was the wind whispering in my ears and smell of seawater..

And our our way back to my home, Jason told us ghost story which kinda feaks me alil.but netherless, the journey back home was interesting.. listening to Jason telling me n siya ghost storey.. hehe

we r at the high way.. pro he.. camwhoring while driving.. danger danger.. haha..

the sunset was a beauty.. if everydae would be as beautiful..

next blading session fenfen?

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some pictures taken last saturday..

waiting for the bus

yummy snails..

before studying, i was working as a full time architectural technologist, yes tat was my title in my name card. and i got introduced in by thomas. haha.. my archi mate in poly. n i get to know some of his frens while working ..anyway, i met up with him in bugis today to pray in the temple..
we chated bout those days..well, we updated our lifes for the past few months and he told me a shocking news.. dennis (a close fren of his, a boss of his own, in a drama club he owned in some CC.) is not in this world anymore. he has been fighting luekemia for the past 6 years and nobody knows bout it..not even his close frens. people realli jus go just like that uh.. the last time i heard bout somone leaving the world was hsu weilun and that tickles many thoughts bout myself being still alive. somehow, when he told me bout death, my mind just went blank n very speechless. and very co-incidently, my sister went to a fren's wake ytd night... and dear went to see his grandfather's table in i dunoe where. who pass away few years back. jus 2 days, jus 2 days only.. death words r around me..

n i stupidly think im the saddest person for awhile in this world. haha.. im fine already. after confiding and telling myself that all this moments of wild thoughts,are jus stupid and the anyhow make up tots, they r jus some emo that have been running..im a sensitive woman lah, who is not? Everything is back to reality now. weeee!! i cant believe i can get it over jus like that.. only a day u noe. im good lo..and im back to being me.. melona told me a sentence..'everyone has a past, n memories are meant to be remebered..n it sound so profound then, but still, i get it! teehee.

i think im gonna sleep peacefully today bcos i couldnt slp the whole night ytd and i skipped my running remedy i promised myself ytd, jus so to rest more even though i noe i cant sleep at all.. i needed that for the day ahead..(which is today though)

have been a good gal today. after praying, i went studying with huifen n she officially intro her bf to me. haha..

cant wait for Sunday outing.. wink*!!!
PS: scott aka jianlong has pop from officer and he is posted to changi airbase.

Remember this? its one of my fav. cartoon before.. n guess wad? i still noes how to sing their song.. hehe

“We’re the planeteers, you can be one too. saving our planet is the thing to do. Looting and poluting is not the way, let’s hear what captain plant has to say….THE POWER IS YOURS!”


watch it before?

im bored.. so bored.. its the unusual bored... and when im bored.. i feel emo.. like many things in my mind. if i can use the time in my study..

maple the whole afternoon today. yes im back in mapling!!!i guess i needed some home entertainment other then youtube, tv-ing and sleeping, bcos my mummy is such a nag and say why i waste time on all this when im suppose to study.
due to the very late sleep i had the previous day, my mind seems unworkable for study. so i have decided to nua somemore until tmr. n i jolly well touch some notes.. i think i should swear.

sometimes i wonder why one takes words so seriously. isit becos the person somewhat stands something in your heart? or isit becos i take the words seriously.. for me? i guess im in the middle of both.. confusing eh? neh, im jus pouring somethings i felt the previous day.. im sucha stupid, silly woman sometimes.. anywae, who to blame but myself... haha..sigh.. lately this whole thing seems to bother me for awhile, but i guess, time will tell, and answer will show.. and then i will be back to be the happy woman.. cant wait.=]

oh yea, n ytd was officially the first day of the schools 1 week holiday, and i brought my cousins down to the park in the noon, n then i went blading myself. ok, i think im getting old. havent been in touch with sports and jus a few mins of blading makes my heart pump so fast, im jus so weak. i need a healthy lifestyle. n im gonna ask my pti do do some remedy tables for me.. teehehe..

all i wan is to be happy, n to believe happily too.. isit so hard..? yea.. for me perhaphs.. i feel so sad now.. so pessimistic.. sigh...

i had a bad bad dream yesterday.. and its all over now.. phew...

i found this entry from some other blog.. interesting if your the other half is a pig..no, i mean from the piggy year..

*1 - least compatible, *100 - most compatible.

Rat 88 - these 2 makes marvelous mate
Ox 69 - why not, its worth a try
Tiger 77 - they are very different, but this will work
Rabbit 91 - very compatible, everything will be good
Dragon 94 - Most dragon/pig marriages last forever
snake 45 - the pig can never please the snake
horse 75 - this relationships worth a try
sheep 98- one of the happiest possible combination
Monkey 81 - this could work, they admire each other
Rooster 72 - the pig is patient, this could work
Dog 84 - they share their thoughts and feelings
Pig 92 - an excellent match..

this damn cute.. chk it out.. teehehe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmmjPbYU1og

this is huifen and the cute adidas specs from him. sometimes i think she resemble my character in animal crossing in nintendo. so cute lo.. hehe.. i dun have my character now, but its something like this..


-end-

im feeling, and becoming knowledgeable after this whole week of mugging. and somewhat, im getting interested in statistic and accounts. maybe its a good sign. cos its such dwelling to keep thinking im in the wrong school, in the wrong course most of the time. im such a design and hand-on base student. its jus so tedious to be sitting and reading lecture notes instead of facing the computer to find ideas. and library to do concept research. hopefully i can pass thru my degree and maybe see some 2nd upper in the real exams. and then do something else. teehee=)

i had a 3hrs paper today. re-did the profit and loss account and stay throughout the 3 hours. well it was a stress free exam, so i didnt pin much hope on getting pass or wad.. jus slightly above 20 will do me good. its like everyday is a day study for me. how to complete my chapters in one day? notty me for being so lazy and un-interested for the past so many months. and then start mugging right now. they say its already too late to start now. but hopefully, i can still sit for the papers happily on april.. cross finger and toe.

oh yea, last sat, me and dear decided to study after his work in career fair. and i saw miss chew and mdm zhai, ( my archi lects) and we talking bout the past. and how mdm zhai dislike our notourous class. and even tell us bout it, tats before she left to be the landscape lect.. and thinking bout it, jus makes me smile. like those were the days. really struggling together. its indeed a happy stress school days then.(that was year 2). anyway, i saw john; billy's primary sch mate and my poly mate too. and jielun and galfren.
oh, anw,the point is, dear have been wanting a blade for awhile, so we wanted to get it from carrefour but i think the blade is lousy blade hoh. then with my very helpful huifen, we went down to peinisular to get 2 rollerblade.10mins of choosing, 3mins of trying, 1 min of payment. like cool right? i havent got that kinda stamina to spend $400 in like wad 14 mins? wow. dear jus splurge lidat, happy sales man who was resting there with no customers. jus bcos he wanted it, he buy it. happy kid. then we rush down to chijmes to watch man-u vs liverpool. after the match, we went back to dear's place to play with our new gadget. its been awhile since i roll myself. so like fun!! hehe..

us at chijmes.

mine is the cheapest in the shop, i dun see the point of spending on the one i like which cost like 260 after half price. cos after net present value... ok nvm..

john and dear..

supper cum dinner , his mummy brought down for us. we like having picnic lo. crab someore.

guess wad. he play one time, and he is not using the blade anymore. aiz.. his stupid leg..

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