i was told to do a small introduction in my blog, n i kinda rejected it cos, my frens knows who am i already, and why bother to tel my frens who read my blog about myself. u can find out more by knowing me! right? but still.. maybe i shall jus fullfill that somebody cos he fullfilled mine.
my name is ning, jus ning. (i dun like it initaly, but i grow fond of it and will not change my name till death.)pple in sim called me lynn.

i love my family::i love my frens:: and i love billylee!:: i love my that fren who requested this entry too...::i have a very very good guy fren call wesley liew. sometimes i think he sux. haha.:: i love the loviest pple and azhar and laogong.i turn lesby with shannie ::im the eldest kid at home and i bear responsibility(yea right)::i love travelling::i love meals. a full meal::i like to wear dress cos i dun have to bother bout wad top and bottom to match. and go toilet very easy::i still love architecture very much. i love daniel limbisky product.(ok its only that jews museum only) i wonder why frank l. wright sound so history to me, but he is still not dead(he is an architect)::im not studying my current course to be an accountant. i wanna be something else::i do reminscening every night, jus to tell myself, my day was not awaste::i think alot, sometimes to much. but i forget damn easily::i dislike human flesh coming out from the skin(shivering) i hate to see cuts although i talked alot bout it.hurhur..::im afraid of pple mentioning death::the fren says im chatty, i guess cos, i hate to feel quiet with frens.(its suppose to be fun and not awkward right)::i dun believe in frens forever::i believe that when u obtain sumthing in frens, u wont get it in family or relationship::but i still wan to believe in equallity. (im born libra)::i cried easily, my instructor says i bring too much tears with me when im born::i m a hidden cheerful gal::i hate fights and the childish ah lian and ah beng::i like to see pple smile at me when they r happy, but cry at me when they r sad::im bad in recognising good and bad pple..tats y i like to see truth::i dun hate pple unless they marked sumthing in my heart::my motto in life is simple. enjoy it!::i noe when the days goes, it marks history but not yesterday::i like aeroplane, i wan to be a pilot when im a girl::i like toyota fortunate currently::i like elephants::i like big big stuff (oops)::.................. im late for school.

ok my that fren! i hope ur request is accomplished! hee.. hmm.. yah.. thx for everything for this past few weeks too..=)

dear is going on a BUSINESS TRIP TO INDIA FOR 1 WEEK. (haha majiam like big shots lidat) and i wanna tell dear, i will miss, love him very much till he comes back! hehe.. i wan present dear..

boss fetched me to dear's house on saturday after a wholeday of draughting and msn-ing. didnt noe my boss still noes where dear stays. but yea, i guess im liking him..as in my boss. i was very tired and only feel like sleeping, so we cancel our plans to go out and decided to stay home for pizza and soccer match. yep! the asean game, singapore vs malaysia. dear actually went ntuc to get pop corn chicken and nuggets and our fav mushroom soup. no he dun cook. he dun touch kitchen, he dun wash his own plate.he is one pampered child and sometimes i dislike it. but wad to do.. anyway, i was so so very tired. i stayed in the room while he do the ordering and erm 'cooking' the popcorns. which is very damn seldom... and i have to get up to boiled the soup also.grr.. oh yah, pizza wa cheap that day, i guess its a promo thing. 2 medium pizza for only $19.90. a little tip for all.. pls mention how many packets of chilly and cheese upon ordering. or else they will give u the pathetic 4 packets.
and the night was a simple feast for the two hungry young adult. and we finished all the pop corns, two pizza and the mushroom soup. yummy! and being the lazy me as usual. i washed my hand, and went to lie on bed imidiately. haha.. dear was like.. nvm..in the end, i still washed the bowls and utensils.(see told u! he dun bloody touch the detergent!) damn. and i went back to bed to play nintendo and play with his pda.
so our little study nite become a nua-ing nite. watching the pathetic boring, 'no kick' soccer.like dear mention, singapore only kick high ball. and i got bored and listen to my hp mp3 repeating the same old song. and sing very loudly, dear have to stared at me . haha.. and i continuing singing damn loudly and uglyly too. and then.. i fell alsleep and was awoken by dear's 'goal'!!! it scared the hell outta me sumtimes when he do that.and i slp sumore and merely remeber the little disturb on my face by him. he went out and leave me alone in the room while he watch man u match. by the time i woke up, it was already 230. and i finish watching the 2nd goal with him.. went home..
its another simple nite with him. at least we r not 'debating'.

-no pics till dear come back from india biz trip.-

my day was montonous.
i wasnt ready to get up
i wasnt ready to feel lifted
i wasnt in the correct mood
i wasnt studying
i wasnt eating much, drinking much
i wasnt talking to dear
i wasnt wasnt .....wasnt..
i wasnt making life today feel eager.

and then some random thoughts. i think i should get up and be ready for wad ever its coming. theres plenty of things i wanna accomplish this whole year and i hope it will be done.
i wanna learn ice skating
i wanna continue my yoga lesson.
i wanna smell the nature of sweat and trees and listen to birds chirping,
i wanna watch vcds, many many of it
i wanna,.. i wonder if i listed that many, i would actually have the time... so, and but,
and most importantly, i wanna pass my exams!!
ok
im now ready!
ready to kick some ass on my maths lecture 6 and 7.
ready to finish maths by hook or by crook this week..
i wish .
its raining now, so i think i shall go slack and watch tv first.. lec 6 & 7 can wait..

dy over dx sucks, differenciation sucks and maths sucks!

cottage
As I travel..I been to many towns and villages
Each has it own uniqueness
but.. one village etches deep in my memory
life in this village is full of fun.. laughter.. life.. excitment...
everyday seems like a festival..
in this village lies a cottage...
a cottage tat leaves a deep lasting impression...
standing in front of this humble little cottage
is a welcoming garden, heartwarming facade...
its paradise tat one would love to stay on
however,the door is closed, so are the windows..
I wanted very much to explore the cottage..
to enter the cottage..
to know..
to experience life in the cottage
I didn’t get a chance to do so
I left without even attempting to knock on the door
I left quietly having not able to explore the cottage
As I move on, as I wander, as I travel
though as I went thru other villages.. e lust to explore the cottage
surfaces to my mind time & time again
never expect that I will be back to the village once again
never expect that I will be around the cottage once again
by chance...i wander back to the village... wander back to the cottage
The same old sentiment
The same old beautiful little cottage..
exciting mood... ..yet so simple within
daring impression.. ... yet seems timid withinl
oud chirping environs....yet there is silent within
projects an aura of beauty..yet so plain withinit’s a cottage of itself
am lingering...
yet to explore.. yet to enter.. yet to know.. yet to experience

grab from rong.. it is what im feeling somehow..

havent been blogging lately, cos of the emo bug, coming every single day. its so sucky to feel that way. like u try to sort out ur own feelings and confusion. u want to know, if those r jus for the time being, or they are going to linger for a long long time. or if it means more to both. i dunoe, i can only jus shove away all the feelings and answer myself i dunoe, but how long, will this last. so the stupid problem, is the emo bug wont go. everything i see, is so confusing. yup, emo-ing..
isit becos of the exams thats coming around the corner? isit becos i havent complete the maths tutorials which im suppose to? isit becos, dear is going away to india for a week again? isit becos i met sumone recently? isit becos .. well i wonder.. i guess the only way to clear the bug from appearing is to really keep myself very busy. im gonna go for everything which comes on my way. especially group studies or maybe shopping with shannie. or jus supper if there is one. yup im gona do manymany stuff to kp me from being attack by emo-bug. ewwwk..

some happy news.. dear jus got himself a dopod handphone which cost only almost $800. oops did i mention only, ok dear say he is rich lo. haha. and he gave me his old nokia hp. so now im like using back the phone tat i had which was pickpocketed last year. Whenever dear uses his phone, i got this kick of getting one myself too. yea, but im so broke that that one is outta my mind.
ok tats about it.. oh yea.. weds sucks very big time. but dear was the sweetest, surprising me when i was at my lowest point. being there.. it aint much but when i saw him, my tears just flow down.. crying and laughing and hugging him at the same time.. haha.. yea.. i love u dear[billyleejunxiang]

shannie see!, i knew i wouldnt spend a cent on this meal.hiak!

dear trying hard to score the first..and he ..

cheats!

i couldnt stdy, so i ended up taking pictures!

and the bites i made cos dear made me very angry

the very engross him.

didn study again.. walked around, and hinting dear for the C^^^^ bag i was aiming for so long.. hehe and dear, he cant wait to get out of that retail. we walked around and stopped at robinson cos something caught his eyes.if nuthing goes wrong, dear is gonna get himself another adidas wind breaker, kinda same as the one i always wear. you know, actually i wore for such a long time, i heard quite some nice compliments about it . ha! dear has good taste sometimes mann..


is the jacket nice? its only $103

Friday was a cold and no-mood-study mode. msn with Kiat till the early morning and slept till 130 for lunch... its like a waste day for me. done nothing till the nite.

for once, i dislike raining days,
1:: no mood to study
2:: you jus want to lie on bed whole day and not move
3:: its not a good day out when u have to be out
4:: you may jus want to watch tv whole day and not move somemore.
5:: if ur out, the bus take longer then the usual
6:: Jam!, everywhere is jam.
7:: when i walk, water splash on my leg
8:: umbrella means extra weights
9:: its wet and sticky, n ur clean.
10:: u dun wan to wear slipper and u have to.

crash night's econ lesson late, yes, i wait half and hour for a bus, and 1hr 30mins to reach my school. totally horendous. and i rch lesson at 830pm. i havent had my dinner, n i have bus sick, which makes the journey so fatique.but it pays off well, cos its like the first time i understand econs for awhile. and the best part is our dinner cum supper was.. sumptious!

dnner cum supper = yummy!
we had zi cha in clementi. and finish up every bit of it. loved it (what i had craved for the nite b4)its amazing how sumthing u wan really appear.not in the right time though, but at least, it did happen. dady came over to pick me after dinner..

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after playing bingos and nintendos like for the whole pbf lesson, the lesson finally ended, much earlier. woohoo! and the after lesson toilet are usually packed. sand told me Tiko wans to noe my name and he claimed that im his pri school fren. and the whole chat was taken outside the ladies which makes all of us very awkward becos Teko just came out from the gents and was only behind us.. nvm.
i accompany huifen in the library for awhile and then went to imm to meet up with cel, but i was early and feeling very tired after lesson, hence i jus sat at mac for merely an hour playing nintendo. when she arrive, we wanted to have thai express but to our dismay they dun have the resturant there. so we ended up having LJS. chated bout life and the recent events. after that, we try our luck on this machine and got ourself this!


meow is mine, bark is cel's

front view- cute right!

side view
and we fixed everything ourself

cel and her mini --- (wad eve u call that)

that cost $2 but cheaper then the one i saw outside which cost $3.

we walked to cel house. its been like more then half a year since we had this so many conversation. ranting, gossiping.. thats what i like bout cel, we keep our chats secret not even mentioning to our bfs. we had more chat down at her house before dady came to pick me. this day marked SATISFY even i had a horrendous afternoon being stared at..

miss lee

concentrating with calculas

zhiqiang & xinyi competing on the fastest time to finish the calculus..

wes, zhar and angie

a nite out with zhiqiang, mark, xinyi, azhar, angie and wesley...hang till the early morning chating bout---- and present from mark.

after afternoon's PBF lesson, me and shannie decided to head down to huifen's house to help her clear her pens away. and also, to see Beth and Seth, her nephew and niece.
it was a long journey to her house cos she stays in east coast. so by then when we reach there, me and shannie were very hungry and decided to da bao dinner back to the house. huifen intro us to this very nice ginseng chicken soup. i tell u. it is good!
we took a bus to her house and have dinner. Seth was so hyper everyday and he is alwaes snatching our attention to Beth(the sister). and once in a while, we finaly have peace in the living room, but the noise starts again soon. went home at 10pm. and reach home at 12am. sigh..

shannie with Seth & Beth

me with Beth.

the unglam side..

playing peekaboo with Beth

bob the builder!!!-shannie can fix it

-end-

10...9..8...7...6....2...1.. HAPPY 2007!!! woo!!! wee!!!!
ok its officially pig year 2007. and my entry comes like 3 days late. anyway, i shall updae what happen on new year then.
havent been in a good mood and m finding faults with dear. yep its my fault for being so meticulous and uncertain bout the new year ahead. and i thought something very special will jus come along the way.. but yea.. i dun find and feel anything special.. so it makes me more frustrated to find something so un-vision, and blur..and then suddenly mark tell me, dun expect, just go with the flow, and i wonder how much courage i should have to be being in the flow. Maybe i expect too much on a very sad or rather happy occasion. ok so dear n i wasnt exactly happy, and he wasnt pleased with the way i react on every suggestion like where to go and what to do, i kinda reject all his suggestion n i wanted more then just strolling with the crowd on the very last day of 2006. giving him atitude faces throughout. but i thought guys might just feel somethng is wrong ryte..?so yea.. bad luck, i had my last day of the year and first day of the year being unhappy with him for awhile.. but everything is back to normal after we talk things out and he apologise to me first. so yea.. what can i expect?

anyway, we wanted a less noisy place so we decided to go to a movie, no need to squeeze, no need to rush, no need get headache, jus us, two seats, one big screen and many other calefair around us. i finally catch a movie with him after the last death note movie. the show is quite nice, i kinda read the comic and the movie added another character which is the broadcaster. yea i know its like a bit outadted watching this movie. what to do, mr lee is always so busy.. after that we went to up to vivo park. oh guess what? its the first time i fell lke im a star. haha. all the escalator were blocked by the securities and dear and me were lucky to have the tix(gaven by dear's mum,who got it from a passer-by.pure luck)i heard you have to purchase stuff from vivo then u can get the tix one. anyway, we r the only 2 person that squeeze through the crowd from the escalator.like star sia. haha. after that, we went to to find ben and his gf and the mum and aunty. ok the whole programme is boring plus i was cheated cos somebody tell me got fireworks. pui lo. sigh, its so weird ,without fireworks in a happy occasion. ok i really love fireworks, enjoy it and will pull dear to watch it everytime i knew bout it. and what a new year to spend with the loud explosion and the enthusium of glimsing this spectacular moment. argh, what a cheat.

jj and jy

us at the vivo countdown

the happy couple

counting down

officially 2007

ending

after that, we went to have supper, i had satay with ben's gf. and the 2 guy have fishball noodles each. then we take a cab down to safra for bowling !

BOWLING

i break my own record for the day..95!!
again.. yea.. his friends are there and we bowl till 5am. we walk back to his house and i tot his dad would wake up erly and send me home.. i waited till 6 and decided i shall go to slp first. woke up at 130. ate the 2nd meal of the day.prawn noodle.. then after eating guava.. i went back to slp till 600.. wahaha.
dear says he wanna get a sofa bed, so we go to ikea, have dinner. and find his bed. and we found some cheap one, and we argue on which bed to choose. in the end, he wanted the big one and decided to call and ask his mum.. and we ended up not getting any sofa. oh well... so thats my day. not very exciting.. hope to have one soon.
-end-

Christmas eve (edited christmas post)
i woke up quite late and dear came down to my house to pick me up, im sooooooooo happy! well coz he dunt do that everytime. and its only like special occasion , then i can see him being sweet, he always tell me if things is be done so frequently, there bunds no meaning. ok so yea, we walk our way to the train station, on a beautiful rainy day, ok i exaggerate that, it was drizzling only. so we took the train to yishun, and we walked around there for while, and we play 5dollars of archad, afterwhich, we took a bus down to his aunt's house for our only programme for the day-christmas dinner.

little dillon

and finally, he is smiling

we had lotsa food. turkey, hams, crab, clam chowder, noodles, pizza, and really many other more. it was a feast u cant miss. and then dear dear and me put our presents less than 10dollars place under the christmas tree, but before that, we have to pick out a name from the bag, and paste it on the present. so the presents is actually for the person we picked out. ok and then i was left alone watching animal planet, while dear munch his crab happily at the dinning table with the others. and then dear wants me to teach him how to play majong. and in the end, i played till 12 plus, and lost $4.60..oh yah, i had my count down in the toilet..grr. but its ok. i had a dustbin from dear's mum. after majong, dear and me and his brother and gf, took a cab down to vivo city.
dear and me wanted to try our luck watching movie,cos the bro n gf booked their tix like a day ago. but yea, no tix already. so me and dear went up to the roof garden and drink and talk till the security tell us its closed.

the happy couple

and us.. at the roof park.

walking to safra for...

bowling!!!

and my entire 22 life highest score.. i guess.. kinda pathetic eh?

dear suggested we walk back to his house, so yah we walked all the way from vivo, and stopped at safra, play 4 games of bowling, which cost us damn! $31.50!
then we walked somemore back to his house. oh did i mention i had blister already?both my little toe... i bathe and read other pple's blog, then i go to bed at 5am.. merry christmas people..

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