Tuesday, October 31, 2006 6:44 AM
another sucide in clementi mrt station yesterday. another life taken away.. i was having dinner with my sis today, and we were talking bout how we human treat life. how one person's worry can be.. isit relationship? study? career? money? friends? or family? what else can it be? what makes her end her life..? a friend once told me.. when i feel frustrated, i kick my personal thoughts to sadness, put all my agony into my feelings call sadness. some people will laugh and kick off the bad times, while others might feel angry. infact, its how we wants to let go of the feeling healthly, n not bottling things up. i had my downs,. and it certainly feel much more worst then anybody could have experience.i shall not elaborate on that personal matter..but im lucky to have somebody to unfill my bottle once in awhile for me.
last friday night, me and the sec' bunch hang out at one rochester for royce n 'mummy's dinner & our usual chill out , talk cock session. i miss jen alot. hopefully she will be joining our nex outing, which is to celebrate royce 22nd & ricey 1st year old(royce's shiba inu-dog) birthday.Weee! enjoy the company of friends once awhile indeed de-stress.
on saturday, after work, i try to go for dear's pbf lesson, but i stll miss the half time. my boss releases me late.. got to school and watch fast and furious tokio drft from dear's labby. afterwhich, we went to dear's grandma's birthday chalet at changi safra resort. play bowling, talk to ben's gf, n his family member & majong..
6:12 AM
tats us having banking and finance...using my fav sony ericson...
chillingout at one rochester
5:44 AM
qiqi toh n me
one rochester
the candle, the menu
chye, me & qiqi toh
the ikan billis is so addictive. the arrival of mrs kang n royce with their empty stomach.
my sec.sch jie meis'
me royce and qiqi toh.
and us!
Thursday, October 26, 2006 8:39 AM
Love does not consist in gazing at each other BUT...
in looking outward together in the same direction!
mother's advice
8:36 AM
mum knows the best=)
A mother's advice to her daughters, nieces or any interested single female...
1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers.
2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks-out? You shut the door.
3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there.
4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone.
5. Go for younger men. You might as well - they never mature anyway.
6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces so that you can tell them apart.
7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable.
8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types.
9. The best way to get a man to do something is to suggest they are too old for it.
10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener.
11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital.
12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions.
13. If he asks what sort of books you're interested in, tell him cheque books.
14. Remember a sense of humor does not mean that you tell him jokes, it means that you laugh at his.
15. Sadly, all men are created equal......
interesting english!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 9:35 AM
i got this interesting entry from a 'mummy's blog. share it with u all!
The bandage was wound around the wound.
The farm was used to produce produce.
The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse.
We must polish the Polish furniture.
He could lead if he would get the lead out.
The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert.
I did not object to the object.
There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row.
They were too close to the door to close it.
Upon seeing the tear in the painting I shed a tear.
How can I intimate this to my most intimate friend?
I shed my clothes in the shed.
And since there is no time like the present,
he thought it was time to present the present.
Is English so hard to learn? Let's face it, English is a stupid language...
There is no egg in eggplant, nor ham in a hamburger;
And neither pine nor apple in a pineapple.
English muffins were not invented in England,
Nor were french fries invented in France.
Sweetmeats are candies;
While sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat.
We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that...
Quicksand takes you down slowly,
Boxing rings are square and
A guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.
Why is it that bakers bake, but grocers don't groce?
If writers write, how come fingers don't fing.
And if the teacher taught, why didn't the preacher praught.
If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat!?
If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth - beeth?
One goose, 2 geese... so one moose, 2 meese?
One box, 2 boxes... one index, 2 indices?
Sometimes I think all the English speakers should be committed
to an asylum for the verbally insane.
In what language do people recite at a play and play at a recital?
We park on driveways and drive on parkways?
We have noses that run and feet that smell?
How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same,
While a wise man and a wise guy are opposites?
You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language in which
a house can burn up as it burns down,
And in which you fill in a form by filling it out
And in which an alarm goes off by going on.
English was invented by people and it reflects the creativity of
the human race (which, of course, isn't a race at all).
That is why, when the stars are out, they are visible,
But when the lights are out, they are invisible.
And why it is that when I wind up my watch, it starts;
But when I wind up this observation, it ends.
And finally, how about when you want to shut down your computer?
You have to hit 'START'!
Monday, October 23, 2006 7:50 PM
death god
Follows the mysterious L and others as they try to catch cool and brainy high school student Raito Yagami who has come into possession of a notebook that allows him to summon a murderous demon simply by writing the name of his intended victim. Although Raito is aware that killing is wrong, he strongly believes that the violent crimes he perpetrates are justified because "evildoers must die in order to create a better society."
To: dearest lao gong
7:27 PM
big tight hugz my dearest laogong, i will be there for u de. as long as im needed by you. it was abit abstract wad he had told me. yep i was on the line with him. i can only be there for him for the being time, while he is recooperating, that is.. =] must do your work now ok?
i will alwaes love you!
love and hate
Sunday, October 22, 2006 5:43 PM
week end was as usual: BUSY!. finally dear n me were off on a saturday morning. yep, and wake up early to go swimming and sun-tanning with him at mount faber safra. i was thinking of giving up tanning myself, i usually turn red and then back to my original colour.. its so waste of time being under the sun and getting urself red.
for almost 5 hrs under the sun with the psi of 35, i hope we are fine..had kumbeng soup n fish ball soup n mee goreng, n green tea for lunch. then we went to dear house to put our stuff n go get weiyin's present in orchard, i couldnt find the thing she wanted.
met diana n headed to east coast. saw cresa and tongteck, havent seen cresa for so long already.. tongteck, er.. seen him quite a few times at work. he got a new palm lah! rich fella. haha..
ok i go nap first..
As usual.. life still goes on. no matter how happy and sad ur. life still goes on.. its like him being wanted to be listened n cared.. but i can never do anything more.. pls live happier, separating is not making both party unhappy, is to heal each others sorrows.
I need some distance
To find another road
It's not so easy
Sorrow, such a heavy load,
I'll be broken
And I show it
But I'm gonna have to live
Without you here
To him: being loved and equally be loved is happiness. not everyone has the chance to experience such memory. is just that your time is up with her. lead ur life for now., u never know one day, when ur in the same school, meeting her once again, talking to her again.. your time will come back.. everything all comes in a cycle yup!.cool down for now..life goes on, work goes on..
To her: if the gal refers to me, i can only listen, i can never heal him, likewise, i wanted so much to listen to you too..and hopefully heal you, but im no god..=)you'r alwaes my laogong no matter how much u think that i will listen to him only. ok! sorrow such a heavy load..be brave to look into the future.. he is not the only guy..u have me lah! take your master and think of things that u wanted to do now..! hehe.. smile at me as u usually does, cry to me if u needed too, you're my laogong. i will be there for u, if thats wad u needed..
Hold on little girl
show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
when it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
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Where the storm is it blows over
I know you're there for me too
No I'll be there for you
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done.
Saturday, October 21, 2006 1:54 AM
ok i finally finish uploading the pictures for my bdae in mount faber. happy looking at it.
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bday pic with dear.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006 12:49 AM
well, i havent finish loading all the pictures. but here are some. dear so stupid, give me only half of it.. grrr..
me and laogong outside her school
me in the changing. trying heels!
n the dress i dun intend to buy
me n dear on the cable car.
dear was moving here and that in the cable car, n scared the hell outta me. grr..
vivo perspective,(dear was stil moving around)
and finally he settle down to take picture with me.
and finally we i step on land. its amazing how my feet felt on the ground. sucha relieve.
its autumn, my fav season.
the ladies is too beutiful not to snap more shots. how i wish dear could come in and take with me.
more shots.
settling down n thinking wad to eat.
the big potion cream of mushroom-yummy!!
n a toast dip into it.. woah!.
dinner wee! hungry
thats me!
dear's 'surprise' for me
complimentary mocha on the house. hee
and this is jewel box. and its own life band. they r good.
no more peektures!
post birthday celebration
Saturday, October 14, 2006 8:10 PM
my supporters for the day
scott's bmt buddy-leonard, scott and me
us at alley bar chilling n crapping bout everything.its been awhile.
my presents
My 22nd birthday
Thursday, October 12, 2006 9:28 AM
i blew 3 times candle this year for my bdae. ok. hearsay canot blow candles so many time ryte? oh but i did..had n enjoyable day today. not for the maths lecturer though. but the afternoon was good.met up with shan for lunch at clementi mac. then dear came to meet me. wee! he gotten half day off for me. i had to return a dress to angela so i went over to nus to pass it to her. while i was waiting for the bus to go to vivo city after that, i saw mr chia kok ming. we didn talk much. told him it was my bdae, n he jus wishes me.
theres alot of shop not open yet.so we were walking around finding shops to shop. dear saw a shirt he wanted from zara. he almost wanted to get it. his dad asked me to tell him not to always buy branded stuff. if dear listen , i will be millionair. haha. we saw ben(billy's brother) with his gf. his mum didn noe he took off for her gf. haha.notty. i was getting a heel for billy's cousin's wedding n also for the day.i need one to go with my dress. so in the end we were walking round and round to find a suitable heels.and in the end dear decided to pay for it as a bdae gift.i did give him 20cents.
dear wanted to catch the sunset at mount faber, so we went to take a cable car like 530pm so rediculous early for a sun to set in singapore lah!dear was pulling a long face b4 that.duh. the ride wasnt that ex. i alwaes tot that the caber car will send us to sentosa, but it only brought us up to mount faber. when we rch there, i kp asking him if we can go sentosa before the dinner. n he was like, stupid dear, sentosa is at the other side.. grr.. so long to realise that.
dear actually reserve a place in another resturant something bistrol.but we decided to change it to altivo instead coz theres life band over there. we reach there quite early but couldnt catch the sunset , we only got our drinks n soup mixed with rain water. haha it was pouring cats and ogs. we even have to change seats. the soup of the day was cream of mushroom. n the serving was big. n our main course is tendeloin steak for me and seafood for dear. my serving was jus ryte. but dear still feel hungry after that.
i was really suspicious bout the receptionist just now. she was actually covering the names from me. n i wonder why. then i saw a waiter holding a cake. so i asked dear if he actually got me a cake. he say yes, haha. wth! he told me! n he say he dun wan to hide it.i was abit scared coz wad if all the waiter started singing bdae song to me? after dinner, we were holding back on asking the waiter for the cake, while we talk and catch up some nice music. her voice is def wad i want. she is just so fabulous.
after the cake was brought out. dear silently sing a bdae song to me. the manager of jewel box was kind enough to give us 2 cup of mocha(on the house) for my bdae. and we were listening to the manager asking us many many questions.he actually wanted to give a us return tix back to harbour front. but we already bot 2 way. we chilled awhile and talk bout my bdae wish i requested to him. at 9+pm, we decided to head back to harbour front. his dad came to pick me home.. and thats how my 22nd come n go.
12:28 AM
well bdae greetings from,dear, weiyin, angela, mark, sandy, shannie, jason,christabelle, huifen, diana, daniel, azhar, jiahui, cresa, siyuan, regina,weiyin, xinkai, clarance, sebastian, jian long..
22nd birthday in west coast with loviest pple
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 3:50 AM
happy Tuesday!!!! i have always wanted a picnic with my frens for any occasion, i feel that its simply nice and cozy if al goes well. requested to rong bout what i think i will like my day to be. disposable bbq, chicken wings and sandwitches,fishballs and strawberries. wine and mat. gossips and bitching..dance and music.. stars aand clear sky..jokes and lotsa lotsa laughter. and there i had it. for my very own day in west coast park, with my loviest people.
met rong to get the food in clementi., we spended over 50bucks for every last min gadgets we could get for the nite. rong had thought of the bbq pit which he thinks tat nobody will use it on a hazy weekday. so we didnt get that, bot mesh only. then we met giap and went to west coast first. getting a pit isnt hard. coz theres only one used pit. rong started the fire,while me and giap poke sticks into our food.. then weiyin n xinyi came. we start fanning the fire which grows bigger everytime we fan it. we start bbqing those food despite it. xinyi was munching away the food after it was cooked thus we couldnt do much on the decorations. haha. weiyin and me was happily stopping miss lee from touching any food. she kp saying that the food will turn cold(yep it did) but we insist!. rong and giap was doing most of the cooking.."man who cooks"
after the gals went to the ladies, rong and giap have actually put up the simple spread on the table, with muffins and 2 choco mushmellows and candles, and sparklers i just love my 22nd. we had the usual singing and photo taking and blow candles.. the the fire sparklers... wee! everything is so simply simple yet beautiful. after finishing those food in less than an hour. rong was clearing up the mess while i start playing with the candles on the dry ground which giapzialla says that u cant poke on the rock. the soil was really dry. i cant poke my sparklers at all.duh!
i give up playing and we went over to the playground where i was swing 22 times on that small little round sits which my erm there is suppose to support me thru the whole 22 ride. giap,xinyi n weiyin has their fair shares too.hee..we headed to mac for some cool air and ice(we need cups and ice for our wine.) then we headed to the spider where we took somemore pictures and drink up all we can.it was getting late by then. so we headed home.. i took a cab in je.. again.sigh.
i guess i see what frens are.. they will try to see what they can, to help u achieve wad u wish for. i had them for almost 5 years. they will only been seen when u needed them most. during those disheartening times where u tot it wont works and to turn it into happy moments where u realise it works. i rather spend my money on them then spending so much on unhappy moments.. they will see wad i need and not see wad will be needed.
i love loviest pple-rong, xinyi and weiyin! ok giap adds the fun & joke so ur in too!
snap! burps! wee!!
my beloved frens posing
rong doing the charcoal
fan harder!
isint that a beauty?design n arranged by lim ducky n lynn chen
this was what those loviest pple did for me while i was in the ladies.. aint they sweet?
see how happy i m?
my loviest pple!
lovely lovely
weee.. our dinner!
tadah! close up!
swing swing!
octy gals!
ballad!
giap simply dislike the wine.. look at his cock face wahaha
loviest pple!
ducky n melona n me!wee! love them!
giapzilla in da house
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