ok, finally,i officially met up with him on friday.(he took mc after a hectic week of reservist) and is like a week of tortures and tears and many many heartaches before i get to face him with anger. like i say, he never love to solve problem, and shove my unhappiness away every single time i approached what i m unhappy about. while i stand up for my rights and blab my complains and unhappiness bout him to him. things went not well even after i went to school to find him on saturday noon.so we really had a long loud confessions on the phone.(i can never communicate with him on the phone bcos his expression throughout the whole conversation, be it happy, bei song, or tired its all the same-FIERCE, RUDE, LOUD.) although we have been together for so long, what i dislike seems unchangable, i just cant accept it.
i was sub-conscious with my swollen eyes while waiting for a bus outside school. not sureif i should just go home and sleep or still proceed to ben's bdae, i msg ducky to see where they are. eventually i came to a conclusion that whatever happen, i still have to be alive. met up with loviest gang at ps mos and m glad to see people that makes me smile no matter what. after an hour of 'suaning'. me duck n melon went to to get stuff b4 we went to ben's 21st chalet down East Coast.
i saw him again n turn out that, im fine with what ever issue we had earlier on.(i must really improve my memory to stay firm at what i want to qurrel about.) melona, duck n me then went to see if there is any available vacant chalet. and the funny part in the day was when ben's mum asked me where is she>>>lee xinyi. hahaha. so yah... anyway comment for the whole chalet was boring. ben even made a speech, and i dun even know what he mention.we went back to our chalet to watch tv and play cards with john and his fren. as usual, john is hilarious. haha.he was the ultimate loser and have to finsih up the drinks we got it from ben's chalet. they went back like an hour later and the gals went to shower while i go check out wads happening at ben's chalet. me and dear finally had our own time together while we went strolling at the beach.
rong came like 2pm plus and we had again bbq mushmellows and hotdogs and satays. while dear slep on my bed.we talk n joke and went to bed at around 4+. melon n ducky woke up early to catch hot bastards oops i mean man at the standard chartered marathon. to talk bout sleeping well with the aircon blowing at me.grrrrr. i ahd a bad sleep.dear and me woke up at 930 and he went back to his chalet house while i wash up. me a nd loviest then took a bus down to bedok for breakfast and headed to expo to get our undergarments in a cheap price. afterwhilch i went to meet dear at vilocity-the place is-NOTHING MUCH.. dear want to get a something for me, till he get it, i shall not mention bout it. cos he seldom keep his bloody promise. but this time round , he was quite enthu bout it, we shall wait for a week more.
we chated at night bout my unhappiness and he promise me he will be good to me. infact he did for the day. so i shall kp my finger cross again..
thx-
laogong, for the constant concern u gave me thru sms.
shannie, for the many complains i had bout him.
loviest people, for never fail in making me smile.
-dear is going india next week.
-li xuan and family coming back from aust this sat
-mummy and brother and relative are coming back from china this sunday
-aunty soo and family goin uk soon.
-mark, leng,diana are going taiwan this mth.
-and im going to america next week!!!!!!!!!!!!
(yah wait long long some more....)
