my internet is really down now, thus i have to update my damn blog in school.

nothing much to update other then the complication of my unhappy,bloody relationship. like i say im no good role models for woman in a relationship, thus i have nuthing nice to share, nuthing healthy to contribute to my beloved readers.. im begining to feel single already. yup, and i cant wait!!! but after sucha long drag in this selfish, one sided, liveless life, with him. and also being turn down for a liveless creature name soccer, im realli beginning to feel real f* about his way of juggling life. to add on with NO need to patoh/ we dun need this/ now is about maintaining not romantic/study is more important/study on sat(which is my patoh day with him)/arghz.. u feel totally shit being his girlfren, like im being slot into his 'free' time..im getting really bored, yep... i mite as well put it down right?..hopefully soon..

some people just dun understand why a relationship is being dragged although u know there is nuthing you can do. i assemble some experience which might be the reasons..

1stly- it lasted too long
2ndly- u contributed so much and u hate n feel unfair to let it go just like that
3rdly- u still love him/her
4thly- u hate to see him holding hands with another guy/gal
5thly- he is such an asshole, u don't wan another victim to be falled on his hand
6thly- ur waiting for him to do the wrong move, like kissing another gal, or hugging a transversite, and thats when u have a chance to kick his ass, slap him, punch till he bleed, u never feel ur wrong, infact, i think it must be shiok, wahaha
7thly- he still love u..
8thly- he cant be bother bout it, and u thought one day he might.
9thly- ur waiting for him to slapped u hard-der.
lastly- ur stupid and clingy..

anyway, this might last again for a while and then we might get back together, but.. i dun hope much..
school isnt that bad.tests coming and gone. stop meeting with frens..

Ps: thx shannie gal.. for the long talk..
see the time now? yup, im still in school bcoz of him, aint i good? or stupid..

life sux for awhile now, i need to travel..

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