week end was as usual: BUSY!. finally dear n me were off on a saturday morning. yep, and wake up early to go swimming and sun-tanning with him at mount faber safra. i was thinking of giving up tanning myself, i usually turn red and then back to my original colour.. its so waste of time being under the sun and getting urself red.
for almost 5 hrs under the sun with the psi of 35, i hope we are fine..had kumbeng soup n fish ball soup n mee goreng, n green tea for lunch. then we went to dear house to put our stuff n go get weiyin's present in orchard, i couldnt find the thing she wanted.
met diana n headed to east coast. saw cresa and tongteck, havent seen cresa for so long already.. tongteck, er.. seen him quite a few times at work. he got a new palm lah! rich fella. haha..
ok i go nap first..
As usual.. life still goes on. no matter how happy and sad ur. life still goes on.. its like him being wanted to be listened n cared.. but i can never do anything more.. pls live happier, separating is not making both party unhappy, is to heal each others sorrows.
I need some distance
To find another road
It's not so easy
Sorrow, such a heavy load,
I'll be broken
And I show it
But I'm gonna have to live
Without you here
To him: being loved and equally be loved is happiness. not everyone has the chance to experience such memory. is just that your time is up with her. lead ur life for now., u never know one day, when ur in the same school, meeting her once again, talking to her again.. your time will come back.. everything all comes in a cycle yup!.cool down for now..life goes on, work goes on..
To her: if the gal refers to me, i can only listen, i can never heal him, likewise, i wanted so much to listen to you too..and hopefully heal you, but im no god..=)you'r alwaes my laogong no matter how much u think that i will listen to him only. ok! sorrow such a heavy load..be brave to look into the future.. he is not the only guy..u have me lah! take your master and think of things that u wanted to do now..! hehe.. smile at me as u usually does, cry to me if u needed too, you're my laogong. i will be there for u, if thats wad u needed..
Hold on little girl
show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
when it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
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Where the storm is it blows over
I know you're there for me too
No I'll be there for you
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