I WON'T GIVE UP!.. or so i thought...hmmm...it was the first time experience and i blew my future jus like that. although i know i'm not the good one with the criteria they want. but i jus blew my only part which means hope.

I was stammering n shivering like a frighten puppy.GOSH, the others were good, confident and prepared.everyone was looking at me disappointedly. i knew i had to leave. so there were the first 5 and i'm out. OUT! u should see how disappointed i was. how much my tears will like to be seen. how the whole world seems so quiet, n how desperate i would like to see my future. i have to wait for another half a year.i sat down at the bus stop with my new friend from NUS. she was out too. it was her 2nd attempt. n she too was not ready to face the truth.we were blaming n faulting what was wrong, n the answer was indefinite.we bid good good bye n encourage each other for another time soon. hopefully i will then be fully groom n prepared n confident.n that i will not be too late..

i wasn't prepared to meet aneone. but i needed his shoulder.there he was, late,after his army. My tears fell freely seeing him. i guess i was comfortable n confident when he is around me. as always he told me what went wrong. and that i should be relaxed.... sigh!Disappointed.

Met up with the hougangers. its been awhile. yet the only talk they produced were still as boring.ARMY. some unpleasant things happen to a friend. working reality. Higher power rulez.[wadever] nex week would be harry potter n 'his' work in Sexpo. so i wouldnt be seeing him this weekend. n then the next would be his leg's operation n his ORD. i hope everything goes well..

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