She was right, she made me think again and i cried calling him in the middle of the night. he was there for me, telling me its alright.it will be another gathering. army needed their days off badly. not many will come.its expected. this would be the last, i won't wan another one no more. maybe with my good frens some other day.
she said: if they wan to be there, they can have theirs sum other day. 21st, the more the merrier. she noes, but its up to them, not her. i regret calling. i look like a fool planning it nicely jus because of them. n listening to her being a good guy. i wont change now. it will go on as timed. but i noe its the fact. wad she meant which is hurtful, but the truth is there. no hard feelings. frens are there, my good frens will be, my klassmates n others. it will be a short day. hopefully everything goes well..even if its only jus 30 of them.
the never ending preparation for the day comes wad long but it will be a short day then. want it to be a good day, but things will happen i know.it is unavoidable. hopefully things will turn well for me and everyone. i aint a good host. so jus carry on. and thx for those who say ok ryte away. it meant alot,even if u dun turn up that day. thx.
Its another Monday again.. a week end is like water. when its flowing into the pipe, u realise you will never get it back.. so those r history again. what is ypur life all about? mine is very systematic.
7am- alarm rang..
730am- alarm rang n force my eyes to open
-go tiolet, urine, brush teeth with eyes shut, bathe, choose the cloth of the day, change, make up, dry hair, see sms,
810am- rush down to carpark, papa fetch to Mrt station.
815am- 45mins journey, looking at people, listening to music,wonder bankly onto the day's schedule, see gt handsome guy..
900am- reach lavender, walk
902am- buy da bao n sui mai for brkfast at the coffee shop.
912am- rch work place, switch on com, eat brkfast,gossip awhile
920am- start working listening to 933
1030am- get ready to shit ane time
1100am- get ready for ying yue re ji.
1130am- anticipating for the story in ying yue re ji.
1200am- wait for lunch, nua and nua..do abit of work.
1230am- go tiolet
100pm- lunch!
130pm- walk around/ go back office, use internet.
200pm- feeling veri latargic, eyes closing every second.change to 95fm
2-3pm- work, boss go home, nua more.
4-5pm- work, gossip,work, plan wad to do after work
5-6pm- nua gossip, 'conference meeting'
615pm- go off for the day's programme..
930pm- go home, bathe, watch tv..maple.. till 1230
100am- sleep..
see, every day seems so fixed. now, time r so not rubber anymoe, sumtimes i just wan to go work late, but can't.
10 sept 2005
my alarm betrayed me, n i woke up at 615am. i was alte. was suppose to mit melona and ducky in je at 645am. today, we'r going to sispec's family day. dear bring us there.i manage to reach redhill at 7am, cos dear's daddy bring us to the jetty.xinyi gave me the suvonier they bought in thailand for mi. thank you alot. im wearing it now. haha. the jetty are ful or army man. most were lookin at us. wee seem so princess over there. haha. sispec gave a shawl for mi, but not for melona n ducky cos they budget. aiyoh. then we look around for good looking bois. haha, there are a few, one is from mm one,he is goin bmtc. we saw hafidz too. wanted to take photo weith him, but he inside already. then we took the ferry in.
we were brought into tekong , one of the part, dunnoe where there is. took some silly photos then take the bus go back sispec. actually the place seems veri cosy, in terms of ur part of it. cosy. we carry little puppies, and walk around, then went to dear's bunk, whic i think is forbidden . haha. dear's carboard is full of stuff.. then we walk around and see the games, then go gym and find dear..he is doin children actuvity there. he chose there cos there is nobody there. haha. then we take photo agai, then went to shit in boi's tiolet.
dear was busy, so we walk around ourself,went to play games,children game, loser mus go take the phone no. of this guy, haha.melona allied mi so ducky was on her own. in the end u noe who lost loh.. the person who suggest the punishment. haha.
the day was nice, i kinda enjoy maself i a way, but i wonder wad melona n ducky feel, they seems so lartagic, abit guilty for the cause. hope u two enjoy urself. took the 200pm boat back n gues swho we saw? the guy loh, then duck went to take his no. then the guy sae he got gf orady. haha.after tata, took the train n go dear house.
Arloe-ha everyone!
i've actually find a way to update my blog now.hopfully it works.
The first day i step onto the train, i was actualli demoralised by the amount of people i will be squeezing with for the rest of my life if i'm going to work in town. Now i noe wad weiyin means. sometimes i have to stand my way to lavender.YES! im currently working in lavender.at river point. so far..waking up is another problem..
Currently i'm working in an Architecture firm and the system here is worst off then my landscape co. i miss that place alot.
-no internet means no msn, no updating my blog, no maple updates, no gossips, no interaction,no friendster, no slacking..
-im using revit 14, which is so damn slow, n i feel frustrated everyday working with it.
-my graphic card sux, i can see un -drawn line when i zoom in.
-no microsoft words, thats why i'm using word pad.
I shall elaboarate more bout revit14. firstly all autocad2000 user,be blessed ur using one of the fastest cad system.i was wining bout 2000 when i was in landscape.. n now, im cursed n downgraded using revit 14.
the mouse is full of usage..the ortho n osnap r in ur mouse, so if u wan to draw a line from one end to another end , u click on ur scroll n u see all those snaps,endpoint,midpoint, intersaction, insert... then whenever u draw a line u click on ur scroll... WASTE OF MY TIME!.. then comes the zoom in.. most of the time, cad2000 user would click on the scroll 2 times for bigger view,n simply scroll the scroll to zoom in n out...BUT!for R14 user, u have to use the keyboard 'P' & "Z' very often, n its frustrating bcos when u accidently use the scroll, ur view will jus go up and down... n everytme i couldnt find my view n i have to re-do again n again..AINT IT FRUSTRATING?
my sit is freaking cold. my hand turn cold every now and then. n sumtimes i have to borrow thomas jacket.. its like winter here.2 fancoil blowing at me..it becomes stuffy every 6pm sharp cos the aircon here auto-off.( remind me of PnT) so it makes me dislike doin OT here. but i did stay till 7pm sumtimes this week. im kinda unlucky i guess, when i came in theres a proj needed to be tender soon orady n i have to be use to using the R14 n doin work fast at the same time. n that makes me more frustrating. I CURRENTLY HATE R14 VERY MUCH!
yesterday i met up with azahr and wesley,cos wes buying his stuff in army market, he is goin this sat..hope he can make it out.we walk our wae to Bugis which is very near to my work pace.then they asked mi the riddle bout the ellephante.. omg..after eating we sit outside brasbasar n i start blabbing bout maple to azhar while we eat our ice cream. wes was talking to angela on the phone. was suppose to mit angela, but im really too tired after work, n i wan to level up my warrior tonite. so i decided to go home.now adays u dun even noe when ur doin OT, so the best entertainment for mi ryte now is to go home n kill mushrooms n pigs n logs n bours.. for hours..n toking to small kids bout maple. its realli stress free .. i dun have a best fren so im loving bloggin more, tokin to it sumhows reduce the heavy load of *&%%#@ everyday. but i realli miss ,my bunch of good ,active frens in poly.. so, have u all set ur 5 yers plan yet? i havent.. im stil living n dreaming impossibles dae by dae...hehe.. ok i shld get work done now..
GFA..GFA..GFA..chant with mi... grr... work sux..
oh ah beng, where r u....? u disappear again.. hope ur doin good ya..
