i have decided to write proper english so that freddy can read my blog without repeating several times and not understanding. supposely be doin sections but i fel so emotional down right now since no one is around here.. sumhow i learn to be independent in a way.

Saturday was Freddy's and Evonne's last day of work, evonne is goin back to new zealand for her defence n freddy, he has lost his forcus in working here.Which means, the company now left only me,n mr tay and our very own boss.boss havent even get a replacement for me.i dont know how he is goin to survive without knowing cadding. but i will be back every saturday to help him do work.i kinda pity him actually.now i have no one to play maple with in office, n no more hot gossips since all had left. well except for Aida(our pioneer maid). i really hope Mr Tan can get everythng done himself. tmr will be my last day at work. i have taken a few pictures around this place. nobody noes that i'm leaving except edwin. hopefully we can have lunch together tmr.n i really wanna thank him for helping mi with everything when i'm in this co. somehow i feel sad and sigh.. i dun even noe wad is tat feeling. imagining leaving a company when u see so many things. n they will be memories from tmr onwards. no more sitting in beetles for lunch, no more crap n disturbs from freddy, no more 'glc' cafe mapling whole day when boss go for meetings in melaka.(that was the best part).
its hard to actualli let go jus like that. fate alwaes seems so short to certain people in life. like your working partners.they were meant for u to be in their life for this short while, yet its enough to understand n form a bond against sumthing(our boss)tats why i say, theres no politics here at all.cos we have the bestest bond u will wan to have. times when we spend feeling frustrated bout what we want, n then we'll go to temple and pray dua bei gong fortnightly for answers.n then we'll have laksa for lunch..n when we'r all back in office each of us will take a packet of drink from the fridge. the fridge was brought in by freddy, now the space is simply space'.no more going to accounts room to disturb freddy. no more maple chat with von. no more conference miting with boss's wife..

well hopefully the grass is greener then the other side.hopefully the collegues will be as enjoyable as b4. hopefully there... haiz..jus hopefully everything will b better..

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